Kel

krs2001 @ 2005-12-17T23:56:00

2005-12-18T06:22:48Z

I am waiting on the clothes to finish drying because the clothes I want to wear tomorrow are in the washing machine. Tomorrow is my families annual Christmas party that I look forward to every year. But this year it is a little different because it is also my GRADUATION party. Who would have ever thought. When I came to Auburn in the fall of 2001, it seemed like graduation was so far away. It also almost felt like an unreachable goal. My my, where did the time go? Things are so different than I pictured them four years ago. Mostly in a good way, a few are not so good. Everyone wanted to know if I was going to cry all that jazz, but I think the fact that I know I don't have to move away from Mike, Julie, Andy, Brandee, and all the others really helps. And I also get to live with Julie for another 6 months before we have to actually move into separate houses (because she is getting married). That is when I will be so sad.

I can not begin to recap my entire four and a half years of school right now. But I am going to recap on everything that I did this past week. Who would have ever thought it possible:

Monday - Took my Social Work final and went to work
Tuesday - Took my Political Theory and Organic Gardening final, had graduation portraits made, had a massage (oh, it was wonderful)
Wednesday - Flew to Washington DC with Mike, did some site seeing, went to Bek's house in Virginia, left there driving back to alabama at 7:30 that night
In the wee hours of Thursday morning - drove through an ice storm, ate at a backwoods waffle house in a God only knows where South Carolina town, got lost in Atlanta (I was not driving)
Thursday - arrived back in Auburn around 10:00AM, slept about three hours, picked up cap and gown, cleaned apartment
Friday - GRADUATED, went to eat with friends and family, went out drinking with friends, and realized that I really do like Jen (she's pretty cool), and realized who my true friends are and who really loves me

Mike - I love you with all my heart, we had bad times, but by the grace of God we are together now and I am so happy
Julie - I am so gald that I am your Maid of Honor, thank you for being my friend through it all
Bek - wow, we really have been through it all, thank you so much for putting up with me all my life (I know it can be hard sometimes), and thank you for honoring me with being your child's Godmother
Keri - I know you had surgery, so guess it is ok that you could not make it, lol, anyway thank you for helping me with all our classes we had together and I am glad that I could help you out when you had no where to go (crazy roommate)
Brandee - always there no matter what, your entire family is wonderful to me, and I cannot thank you enough
Andy - my roll dawg, ha, thank you too for being there, and I am so glad you and Julie met, you make each other so happy

I am sorry if I left anyone out, it's not because I forgot you, it is just because I am so very tired.

One more thing:
Happy belated birthday to you
happy belated birthday to you
happy belated birthday dear Sara
happy belated birthday to you!!!!

I did not forget I was just up for 36 hours straight and I was a little insane. See you tomorrow!

krs2001 @ 2005-08-24T20:27:00

2005-08-25T01:29:31Z

Hey everyone! Juile forced me to write in my journal since it's been like years since I have posted. So this is me writing in my journal. I would just like to give a shout out to my roll dawg Andy! Holla at me later buddy! ha ha

whew...

2004-05-09T14:11:40Z

Yesterday I had my ethics final. The only one I was really worried about. I'm so glad it's over.

After that me, Mike, Todd, Crystal, and Cameron went to Tiger Stock. We were out there from 1-8:30. It was a long day, but we grilled out and sat around listening to the bands. Much fun was had.

Mom and Dad are coming down so we can go out to eat and go to the mall. I need to get ready and get mom a gift. I should have done it earlier, but the past week has been nothing but study, study, study. I have no idea what to get her, so any ideas would be great!

Ok well let me jump in the shower!

so what, it's only been almost a year....

2004-05-08T00:00:15Z

Well, the last time I posted was the day my beautiful Godchild, Isabella Ash, was born. She is almost one now. I don't get to see her that often, but I'll be seeing her next weekend. I can't wait!

School, school, and more school....the way things are looking right now I will graduate summer of 2005. If I decide to do and internship, it might turn out to be december 2005. Anyways, I'm so ready to be out even though I have no clue what I am going to be doing with my degree.

Mike, yep, we are still together. The newness has worn off so we fight like we are married, hehe. But I love him and he loves me, so I guess that is all that matters. We are happy, most of the time ;-)!
Speaking of Mike, he is about to start a new job that is going to help him out so much. He is at a job right now where he knows more than the owner does and therefore everything is falling on his shoulders. The guy that he learned everything from has offered him more money, free insurance, and 3 weeks paid vacation. So when he starts this job, hopefully he wont be as stressed out as he has been.

Well, I'm going to get back to filling my brain with useless ethics.

I promise to update at least 3 times a week now. I can't become an addict like Julie though. ;)

Yay for new computers!

krs2001 @ 2003-04-16T14:32:00

2003-04-16T19:30:55Z

Why Georgia
I am driving up 85 in the
kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
I’m just stuck inside the gloom

4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
and leave it all behind

cause I wander sometimes
about the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
am I living it right
am I living it right
am I living it right
why, why Georgia, why

rent a room and I fill the spaces with
wood and places to make it feel like home
but all I feel’s alone

it might be a quarter life crisis
or just the stirring in my soul
either way

I wonder sometimes
about the outcome
of a still verdictless life
am I living it right
am I living it right
am I living it right
why, why Georgia, why

so what so I’ve got a smile on
It’s hiding the quiet superstitions in my head

don’t believe me
don’t you dare believe me
when I say I’ve got it down

everybody is just a stranger
but that’s the danger in going my own way
I guess it’s a price I have to pay
still everything happens for a reason
is no reason not to ask yourself if you are
living it right

are you living it right
are you living it right
why, why Georgia, why

krs2001 @ 2003-04-07T11:21:00

2003-04-07T16:20:31Z

Someone remind me to choose my friends wisely in my next life.

I promise...

2003-04-07T15:46:49Z

From this day forward I will have no emotions or feelings. It causes nothing but trouble and makes me look like a drama queen, therefore I will no longer have feelings about anything!

Problem is sloved.

Last night was nice.

damnit....

2003-03-21T19:52:39Z

Today has been one of the most stressful and horrible days this semsester. I'm glad it's over and I'm about to walk out the door to head to the beach. A well needed trip, I assure you.

Be back Sunday night. Have a good weekend everyone.

krs2001 @ 2003-02-10T10:34:00

2003-02-10T16:34:00Z

Cricket is too smart for his own good. He got out of his cage last night for the upteenth time and now he is MIA. Sara, I'm going to kick your ass!

work sucks......

2003-02-07T00:31:59Z

I'm in love with my babies, but I don't know how much more I can take of University Daycare.

I don't think I can leave, but for the past two days (three, actually, I'll explain that after I explain this) I have been over ratio. Ratio for 12 to 15 months old is 1 to 6. Tuesday and yesterday I was left with 7 babies by myself and the comment that "Kelly will just have to deal." Funny thing is, state came in on Tuesday and we got yelled at about all sorts of stuff that we were doing wrong, but that same day they left me over ratio. Good thing state didn't come back that afternoon because if they had they would have shut us down. My theory is don't bitch at us for little things that we are doing wrong then leave us over ratio and say that we will just have to deal. That is very unprofessional in my book.

Today I was left out of ratio because Staci told us that ratio is NOW 1 to 5 in my room and in Infant 1. Well this afternoon Infant 1 had 6 babies, so they take one of their babies and bring her to my room, leaving me with 6 babies.

I do too much and put up with too much up there and I don't get paid shit for it. Not even a thank you to acknowledge what I am doing.

I don't know if I'm strong enough to leave, but I will have to find a way to talk to Hope although I know that nothing will change.

I get too stressed out and my school work, among other things are suffering.

Angie (Emma and Elizabeth's mom) told me that I should get on anti-depressants. I'm not sure about it, but it's a thought.

I'm gonna see if I can get some dinner or something and hit the books.

Thanks Mere....

2003-02-04T14:50:42Z

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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lyrics

2003-01-29T06:06:09Z

Do you remember all the things you said to me?
You made em sound so simple but they're just not that easy
And you swear that I could be someone
Hold you for all time
Baby, not tonight...

And I tried to tell you now that I can't find those words
And I tried to show you how that it's pain you don't deserve
And you're sitting there and asking
You can come inside
Baby, not tonight...

And take a look at what we become
A tragedy but I can't find my love
And the star had left so long ago
And I know this isn't right
This's the last time I'll be kissing you...
So good night.
Good night.

This is gonna hurt me much more than it hurts you
A sad ol cliche is slowly turning true
You can tell me something's wrong and ask
Can we talk a while?
Baby, not tonight...

And take a look at what we become
A tragedy but I can't find my love
And the star had left so long ago
And I know this isn't right
This's the last time I'll be kissing you...
So good night.
Good night.

We're driving home and you can see this in my eyes
You're starting to tear up, you see straight through my disguise
And we're meaning so much closer
Holdin' on so tight
It's the last time I'll be kissing you...
So good night.
Good night.
Good night...
Good night...yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah...
Oh...yeah...

Stolen from lamaannalove

2003-01-15T16:43:39Z

You're wind! You are a very kind and sympathetic person. Whoever DOESN'T like you has a mental disorder, because you are a loving and caring gentle soul.

What element are you?

krs2001 @ 2003-01-13T14:34:00

2003-01-13T20:34:07Z

AH. Spring 2003 Semester at Auburn University.

Great Books II - not looking wonderful, but maybe it'll be okay
Political Economy - teacher is able to hold my attention, so this could be good
Spanish II - teacher is a dork, but it'll be a good class
Sociology - teacher is awsome, this will be my favorite class

In the past year tigerkitty and I have gotten closer than we ever have been and I thank God for that everyday.
Not too long ago I met echo3347 and he now has a special place in my heart. He's a wonderful person.
julesau and I have resolved some issues between the two of us and moved on.
princesskeri and I have alos resolved some issues, hopefully, and will be putting them behind the both of us.
Katie will be getting married and moving off in 5 months. We have gotten really close and I will miss her.
I think jenafred and I have some unresloved issues and I wish that we could work them out.

I know that I am who I am and that I cannot and will not change for anyone. You like me for me. Not my height, my eye color, my hair color, my skin color, my weight, the clothes I wear, the car I drive.........

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

krs2001 @ 2003-01-07T23:37:00

2003-01-08T05:36:58Z

I love echo3347. He's wonderful and he doesn't even know it. :)

I promise that I'll update with more interesting stuff tomorrow. It's on my to do list.

krs2001 @ 2002-12-30T20:16:00

2002-12-31T02:15:48Z

woo hoo, look at me. I'm kelly the dumbass

Christmas Eve....

2002-12-25T05:49:05Z

Mom has sent me to my room for the night. I don't really want to go to bed even though I am tired, so here I am.

Just wanted to wish everyone a very safe and merry Christmas and a happy new year.

krs2001 @ 2002-12-15T19:26:00

2002-12-16T01:26:26Z

Wishing tigerkitty a very happy 22nd birthday!

damnit

2002-12-13T18:37:15Z

well, the Geology final is not looking good, very hard stuff, but we'll have to see how my dumbass did. Probably won't know anything until Monday or Tuesday.

It's 12:30 on Friday the 13th and I STILL have one more final to take, grr.
It's Great Book and I'm not really worried about that. It's all essay and nothing you can really study for.

Probably looking at a B in Arch and don't know about Psychology.

I have a migrane and I want to talk to Samuel.

So I'm off to take some medicine and head off to campus....

Remind me to remind myself to breath.

bye

krs2001 @ 2002-12-12T20:05:00

2002-12-13T02:05:32Z

ugh.
so I knew about the first 50 questions on my psychology final, but the other half, heh, we wont go there.

going to study for geology and great books now.

wouldnt you just love to be me?

:/

2002-12-12T00:16:39Z

One final down, 3 to go.

Had my Arch final today which was hard as crap, just as I expected. He scaled his other classes test 40 points so I'm not worried about passing the test or the class. Besides, before the test I had a B in the class.

Tomorrow night at 5 I have my Psycholoy final which is going to kick my butt, so I'm going over to Katie's in just a bit so we can get some major studying done.

I know I haven't updated with anything interesting or lengthy lately but I've been really busy. I'll be able to catch up on everything next week because all I will be worried about is working.

Off to study.

krs2001 @ 2002-12-10T00:18:00

2002-12-10T06:18:44Z

Ok so I just feel like writing one reason (there are tons, but for each I'm just putting the first one that comes to mind) why I love my friends...

Bek - because she finishes my sentences
Julie - because she is freakin goofy
Keri - because she is outspoken
Sara - because she and I share the same blood
Katie - because I can talk to her about ANYTHING
Ashley - because she thinks im 13
Derick - because he cares
Josh - because he sings
Meredith - because she makes me feel loved
Michael - because he is one crazy white boy
Adam - because he wants to find an oak tree (hehe)
Megan - because she has the guts to live with me
Jennifer - because she is a bama fan
Jeremy - because he gives good hugs
Ryan - because, well, he's just Ryan
Joey - because he has a HUGE heart

and last but not ever least
God - because he never judges me, he always forgives me, he loves me no matter what I do or say and because he is ALWAYS there for me.

I know there are others but it's 12:15 AM and I'm extremely tired, but wanted to do this quickly.

I'll finish sometime...

nite nite

krs2001 @ 2002-12-09T18:17:00

2002-12-10T00:17:17Z

bad days are never fun. I have to get to the library to study.

Last week was hell, this week will be hell...........when will it go away?

krs2001 @ 2002-12-06T18:01:00

2002-12-07T00:00:52Z

this week has been hell.

I almost quit my job.

I'm going home this weekend to help the mother.

post later....

krs2001 @ 2002-12-03T13:09:00

2002-12-03T19:09:05Z

So Mom bought me these Sourc of Life multi-vitimans that I take 3 of once a day and...

they turn my pee highlighter yellow!

NASTY